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Sometimes when they're so shitty I get frustrated cause all I wanted to do was something simple like drink a bear and write or eat some popcorns and space out on a movie, but then I lie there after they've fallena aspeel and I watch their little sleeping faces and I think how wonderful they are and how yeah I might not get to do some of the things I wanted to today, tomorrow, the next days, but fuck let's face it, I'm never going to do anything as important as making them into good people, as making sure they grow up with the things they need, watching them become their own people. Everything else I ever do will be nothing next to that, so fuck it. I didn't write today, I didn't want a movie. big fucking deal.